I went, of course, to see Carmina Burana this past weekend. I was full of anticipation going in. I had deliberately avoided watching rehearsals so that I could be hit with the full, finished impact of the ballet. Was I hit! Hit and bowled over, along with the rest of the audience. The most exciting part of opening night, aside from the ballet itself, was the moment after the curtain fell, when the whole audience stood up, collectively, applauding with an overwhelming enthusiasm. I don’t think there was any doubt in anyone’s mind that we had all just experienced something very powerful, very moving, very once-in-a-lifetime.
I went back Saturday night. How could I not? I had to see it again! There was so much that I knew I had missed, so much I wanted to revisit. On Saturday, however, having already seen it, I was looking for things. I was sitting there knowing what was to come and waiting expectantly. I was not let down. But while the performances were consistent, my reaction was not. Friday night I felt energized and empowered. I was on a performance high from simply watching. Saturday night was different. I came away at peace. Some part of me that had been unable to rest quieted, some part of me that had seemed wild was tamed. Carmina is not, by any stretch of the imagination, a particularly calming work, either of music or of movement. It is go-go-go right from the get-go. It is high-energy in even its softer moments. And then, suddenly, Sadie Harris and Jon Upleger ran onstage and began their pas de deux. It was beautiful, soft and slow and on Saturday night it lulled me into a sense of complete well-being. I wasn’t worried where I stood with Lady Luck, because it didn’t matter. There was such harmony being illustrated before me.
When I looked in the program afterwards, I discovered that the pas de deux was number 21: Balanced Love. What else could that have been? What else could that dance have represented? Nothing. The perfect balance was achieved, however briefly. And I said to myself, “If that is balanced love, sign me up. I will wait as long as I must to experience a love that balanced, that radiates such equilibrium of mind and spirit.”
– EG